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It's time for me to blog again.... hmmm.. jus reached home and it's 3plus now... so tire.... went town to watch lady in water today... quite exciting.. haha... slack and slack... went to have our dinner around 8plus.. after tt, went to find terence and angie at angie's shop.. hmm.. had an argument wif dear and he walked so fast away from mi.. feelin damn pissed off and i turn towards another direction and walk away..anyway is a long story... ok.. after tt, he managed to find mi and sent me home.. we had a long chat today... abt lots of stuffs... well...there are smt that i shall not mention here..cos i had alreadi promise dear not to say it out.. if not i'm goin to get kill by him.. wahaha... [i know there are certain thing we both are unhappy about.. i jus dun wish that those things will affect us.. u understand wad i'm tryin to say..? and dun ever mention that u are not a gd stead k?! cos in my heart, u are always the best!.. i noe u dun wish to make me unhappy de.. is not u wan.. i noe everythin u are angry abt is wei le wo hao... u jus dun wish to see mi tire up myself and blah blah blah.. i noe and i understand.. plz have trust in me... dun let this thin stressin u.. k?]
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What a super boring lesson today.. ISOMERS!!!! anyway is expected bcos lenn's lesson was nv once interesting.. haha..! hmmm.. wohooo.. rain so heavy jus now.. i get to skip my training... was intending not to go in the 1st place but didnt noe wad excuses i'm suppose to tell them... Maybe the god heard the song i sang in the morning, tt's why it rain... this was what pecky told mi..wahaha..! hmmm.. went to have a hair cut.. didnt expect the auntie cut til so short...! i jus told her to cut a "little" bit short den she cut so much.. dots dots... look kinda funny la...lol.. hmmm... received dear msg today.. he compose it himself and it was so sweet.. but i nv reply him... and i sound kinda attitude when i reply him.. bcos of some stuffs ba.. he asked mi whether i'm still angry isit... and he sound sad.. i jus dunno wad shd i do.. but.. jeremy told mi smt....... hmmm... ok.. gtg.. bye.......

alancia's lesson today.. kinda tired that's y i didnt contribute much for the PPT.. all i did was just my own slide.... went off early and went to see Dr Ng bcos of my wire. It came off and Dr Ng helped me to trim it. . hmmm.... feelin so stressful today again... bcos of rubgy again.... sheryl kept persuadin mi.. stressin mi again and again... wad shd i do then..? i noe i'm lettin the team down... i'm still deciding.... ok.. [ i didnt meant what i sae can.. always accusing me of sayin things that i nv mention.. why are u not undestanding? why are u not supportive, why izit wadever i sae u oso disagree.. this and that and wadever...! wadever i do or say, u will nv agree or u will unhappy.. wad is happiness for me...? HAPPINESS is what i dun understand anymore....! i just feel that my freedom is slowly drifting away from mi.. i'm not pushin all the blames to u.. jus wanan sae out wadever things i feel in my heart.. it doesnt feel gd!!]

hmmm.. didnt attend lesson today.. paul told me that she decided not goin to sch.. while i was thinkin whether to go anot and u noe wad happen..?? suddenly it rain so heavily and wohoo i went back to my dreams again.. hahaha.. hmm... spring clean my hse today.. actualli i decided to go find dear at his sch to give him a suprise, but my plan failed.. He sms and say" i finished my lesson le.." how sad la.. haha.. but nvm.. i went to find him at his hse.. haha.. he kana shocked.. yeah.. at least part of my plan suceed..ha! went to have our dinner and went back to his house again cos nth to do.. so slack around lo.. after that. he sent me home.. tmr UT again... how bored..! It feel so great of not goin to sch la.. how i wish my life would be like that.. haha.. ok.. is time for me to slp.. bye...

Today sissy lesson veri slack...bcos no need to do PPT..! haha.. all we need to present was jus a simple play.. hmmm. feelin quite moody today.. tt's why ppl wont hear much noise from mi.. ask my dear(pecky) lo... she asked mi why i so piss off.. and why am i so FIERCE.. not fierce den u la..wahaha... hmmm.. maybe pms ba.. tt's y... oso bcos of other things... things i shouldnt mention in my blog! hmmm... think i realli set up my mind abt quittin rubgy le.. i noe i'm veri irresponsible but......................... i jus dun enjoy durin the trainin.. there are still other reasons.. and people around are complainin that why am i so busy.. perhaps is time for mi to have free time for myself le..! had a big arguement wif paul abt this matther today.. i quit, she unhappy.. i stay on, i will be unhappy.. den wad shd i do..?? haiz.... jus hope that i didnt make a wrong decision.. ok.. jus stay happy and smile.. bye bye...

wohoo.. time to blog again! finally got a chance to blog le.. didnt have time to use my lappy tt's y u guys wont see mi in msn.. haha.. had been so busy from fri till now... hmmm.. went sentosa wif dear today.... tan like nv tan.. the sun wasnt that strong today.. waste my time... but nvm la.. as long as i'm wif dear, i'm alright wif it..hee.. went to holland V to have my dinner.. Finally i get to eat my KATONG LASKA.. have been waiting to eat that for a long time.. the last time i ate was abt a yr ago... dear cant take spicy but he still insist to acc me.. how nice was him... but u noe wad.. he was hvin stomach upset.. jus now at my hse door step, he was complainin to me that he stomach pain.. poor thin!! hmm... ok i'm tire.... wondering whether i shd go to school tmr? i'm soOOoo... ZZzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Lenn lesson again.... and i kana him today...!!It's been so long since i'm wif him.. hmmm actualli as long as he nv offend mi, i'm alright wif it la.. lesson today was abt Chem again.. i love chem!! haha.. ooo.. Today my lao po suehley gave mi a sudden "kiss" on my cheek.. eee yer.. haha.. She sae i always give her kiss but rubbish.. only 2times... tt's not alot la.. haha.. okok.. shall not kiss her anymore.. if not i'm goin to get kill by some1.. wahaha.. hmm... hving a friendly match wif Raffles JC today... We lost.. but we noe that we had alreadi put in our best effort..! we gonna play better for the other games.. erm.. dunno why i always hvin those weird feelin.. today match kinda piss off.. not bcos we dun play well or wad la... i alreadi sae everyone play well and strive for the best! jus dunno what i'm tryin to explain.. and dun ask mi why.. sometimes just got the urge to quit.. shd i or shd not..? nvm la.. not goin to think about it anymore... i wan time for myself..! ok..i'm tire.. gonna bath le.. bye..

Today Alancia's lesson... wohoo... change group and i nv kana HIM... haha..! U noe wad.. alancia treat whole class pizza.. how nice right..? yummy! hmmm... lesson today was about negotiation.. kinda boring lo...and her 6P was sOOOoooo long... piss of la.. was feelin very tired... hmm... dear come fetch me after school.. we slack at CWP for 3hrs plus!! bcos of my dental appointment at 8.30p.m.. OMG... we go round and round.. didnt noe what to do... what i noe was that how i wish there was a bed for me to slp... ZZzzzz.......Poor dear cos i din realli entertain him.. hmmm went to Swensens jus bcos we want a place to rest.. so no choice had to order some food to eat, though we just had our dinner not long ago... haha.. so dear order ice cream for me lo... Both of us play metal slug today... he kept sayin that i was lousy at it.. wth! so wad right..? hahaha.... ok.. i'm goin to my dreamland le.. bye bye...! ZZZzzzzz

Today was another day for me...lesson by kelly but today lesson still ok lo... not as boring as those previous lessons... hmmm.. went to CWP wif pecky, yiting, wen hui and jeremy. Think i today too high ba... had been laughin non stop...go and ask my dear(pecky) and u will noe. She asked me to stop my "EVIL LAUGH" how bad of her la.. sae mi evil...? think yi ting they all more evil lo... force mi to plat DDR...! i oso dun wan dance de lo.. just feel that a fat pig was jumpin.. wahaha.. i'm puting on weight le.. those stupid muscles... argh.. diet diet diet.. so people out there.. dun tempt mi with food anymore...! haha... but lots of food just brighten up my day.. yummy yummy! haha.. hmmm... today rugby was so damn bo liao...????????? dun wanna mention it.. waste my time.. my time veri precious de lo... haha... ok la.. nth to blog le.. bye..

So long nv blog liao.. jus feel so lazy to blog... hmmm... was celebrating 7th mth anni wif dear dear ytz.. realli enjoy myself. As long i'm wif him, i just feel so happy and comfortable.. no words can describe those feelin..! Ok... received paul sms and she told me a bad new.. from 5 of Aug, we goin to have rubgy matches for the next consecutive 10 weeks.. arghhh!! i need time for myself too.. nvm la.. just hope that the 10 matches will be an unforgettable experience and i am waitin to learn many things from it.... hmmm.. went to dear's hse to give him a suprise.. he din expect i will go and find him.. haha.. After long day of work for the woman'a RUN at marina square, bet he sure veri tired le..hmmm dear gave me a goodies bag which contain lots of thing.. all woman stuffs.. haha.... ShiOk... got lots of voucher.. yeah...!! happy...!

TodaY pon sch sia... because of the world cup held in sch la.. Feelin so tire and sleepy after a long day archering the World CUp thing in sch. went to wathone's hse at 2a.m to watch the the match.. is better den stayin in sch, smellin everyone"nice smell". haha.. Garfield ah.. was naggin throughtout the whole match.. she was praying hard that italy wil win so that she can win $$ too... haha..hmm... Haiz.. sad la... mi, paul and en en was supportin FRANCE... argh... stupid!! They LOST...! Garfield's mouth will nv stop.. everyone wanna slp but she jus carry on and on... but u noe wad..? she kana scold by my darlin en... wahaha..... funny la...hmmm.. Ok... woke up in the morning and went to vernice's hse at HOugang.. SOoo far la.. was draggin my legs there.. wen hui was rebondin her hair and pecky was highlighting her hair-->RED.. i nearly doze off while vernice's mum was makin my hair la... just couldnt control man.. so tire.....oh ya... and today my class only 6 PEOPLE attend lesson.. wahaha.... poor mr lim..

[I dint noe u wanna give me suprise to watch the world cup wif me in sch. i'm so sorry to let u stay in CWP till midnight.. i veri sorry abt it...My hp was no batt and i havin a hard time contactin u... pls dun be angry anymore k...?]

A bad day?

hmmm.. cant realli slp last nite.. have a fight wif him.. He told mi he was sick and tire of those agrument.. den how abt mi..? ya.. i noe i wasnt tt perfect in ur heart.. wadever it is, i'm not goin to let those things bother mi anymore.. Ok.. let not talk abt it anymore.. anyway i pon sch today as well as sc UT.. Sc UT was always fuckin difficult so no point goin la.. hmmm went to Owen's party at nite.. kai le and jia yan they all make mi waited for them for 1hr and 15mins.. Omg.. haha... reach there and saw the bdae guy and gave him a hug.. hmmm... kinda boring la.. nth much to do.. all they did was drink, smoke and play each other dicks tt's all.... wahaha... those guys had nth better to do sia... Poor Owen.. was kana beaten up by those guys when the clock striked 12! and some 1 accidentally hit his mouth..hmmm took a cab home wif jia yan and kai le after givin my darlin cheryl a kiss on her cheek.. hee.. the rest were stayin overnight ba.. and jia yan was drunk la... she smoke too much today.. wad happen to u "full time"..? hope u are alright.. hmmm.. ok.. nth much to say le... hope that things will get better for me .........

Another day of sch.. today havin enterprise lesson.. not tt bad.. cos is alancia ma.. haha... went for a meetin of the usher thing.And noe wad! This comin Sunday we have to stay in sch from 12p.m to tne next morning 5a.m. wAD THE HELL la. Tt's long man .......... wonder whether i make the wrong decision to help up for the World Cup organise by RP.. haha.. anway what done had alreadi be done la.. so NO complain from me..!! ok. paul wore braces today.. hee hee... the dentist said it will be very pain after 1 day so i shall hear her groaning tmr.. oh my god!! hmmm.. waiting for his msg since morning but he did not reply.. i do not know whether he is angry or wad.. sae wanna meet me today but.......... where is he now...?? ai ya i shall not bother much abt it.. dun wish to have any quarrels. tt's all for today...

oh another day of school.. sian sian sian... how i wish i could always stay at home just like ytz.. wohoo.. haha.. today fun.. kelly allowed us to form our own team and poor joycelyn and wen hui have to be wif NIC...! lesson quite borin today.. always like that...hmmm went training as usual after sch.. kinda tire la but fun.. hate the physical trainin but no choice.. hehe... u noe wad!! en en fell down.. poor thin but i just cant stop laugin.. The posture was so funny.. sorry en!

A bad day?